hey guys I'm prolly not guna be on here anymore...if you want me, hit me up on myspace :)

www.myspace.com/amberpenton

yeah, I know amazing...I'm posting. I know that I haven't responded to any comments and I'll be honest...it's cause I don't want to. MySpace is the shiznit now lmao..I canot believe I just said that. well since my last post, I have...

gotten over David

started liking this dude Johnpaul and got over him

started liking my friend's BROTHER and got over him

I have been training at baseball games instead of soccer

Got a hickey(SP?!)

Johnpaul started talking to me again

Started liking this other dude, but I WILL NOT say who it was cause he's an ass and no one needs to know about it...my best friend doesn't even know about it

Been told that that^^^guy likes me and that's why he's an asshole to me

My grades started going down

Planning my party for next weekend

I turn 16 on the 3rd!

I have been all over the place...

I've been hanging out with Culpepper more now..but it's mostly cause of courtney...

I've been annoyed, and irritated more in the last 2 months than I have the whole last 6 months

but yeah that's the main stuff..latas

love, amber

DDDDDAAAAANNNNNGGGGG!!!! It's february!! my mom's b-day is today...she went and got another tatoo(sp)! but yeah I've been hanging out with boys varsity soccer lately...I went to their first district game yesterday and we WON!! lol so yeah that's friggin awesome...umm Gerell and Robert turned 17...mom 40...Erica 18 on Saturday...Jeremy 16. UUUUGGGGHHHH I'm getting sick...this sucks...Coach thinks I might be getting the flu but I don't think so...maybe a cold...I have like a TON of homework to do b4 I go to bed...I met a sweet guy on the soccer team...but you guys I've known him for almost a month now and it's still at barely like...but yeah that means I'm over David! As the weeks have gone by...I've been learning more and more about this fool...what an ass..wow I got some dirt on that boy..but yeah...I'm gonna go..I'll see ya in about a month!! lol

love, amber

life could be better...but it's good

yeah I know it's been a while but I don't exactly feel like talking about everything that's been going on around here lately..everything just sucks...ugh I just that everything would go back to the way it was on october 20th...I wish I never went to that stupid ass football game...I wish I would have stayed home like I was going to in the first place...I wish that I had worked that day instead of just going to it...there are so many things that I wish but I know they will never come true...and what's done is done and I can't change it...but if I could wish for anything and it would come true...I wish would have taken that chance that he gave me instead of waiting for a second one...you guys...take advantage of the time you have and live life to the fullest...don't put on a fake smile and act like everything's okay...

i want to be remembered
as the girl who always smiles
even when her heart is broken
and the one that could always
brighten up your day even if she
couldn`t brighten her own

don`t miss anyone from your past
there is a reason they didn't
make it into your future

it’s hard to wait around for something
that you know will never happen
but its a lot harder to stop
when you know its everything

you’ve ever wanted

One day we are all going to fall in love. We are going to find a guy that makes us weak in the knees & gives us butterflies in our stomachs. Who loves us for our imperfections & little things that make us unique & wouldn't trade us for the world.
One day we will get over high school drama. We will realize the important things in life are our friends & family & that the two go hand in hand. We will realize how amazing everyone is & how we could never live without them.
One day we will grow up. We will have responsibilities, children, mortgages, car payments, & jobs. We will carry baggage ; not only briefcases but emotional as well.
But until then lets live life to its fullest, be kids, make mistakes, laugh too long & too often, (make out too long & too often), enjoy friends & just live fabulously.

'` Forget all your pain
& just start to believe.`'

&& when you get c a u g h t
staring at him, remember he was
l o o k i n g b a c k

just because her eyes don't tear
d o e s n ' t , mean her heart ; ;
doesn't cry . & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean

I've never really had you, of course I've come close. I've had nights when I thought of you, and I was almost certain you were thinking of me too. But as time went on, you started to let go. It was then when I grabbed on even tighter, assuring myself that "we" would happen. So here I am, so many days wasted on you, so many tears have been cried. As I look at you, I can't help but think that I'll never have you, since it's been this long already.

www.myspace.com/amberpenton